I hope my words make you anxious

May feelings of uncertainty cloud your mind

May you second guess yourself

To take a lover of your own desires

Look over your shoulder when you walk down an alleyway

Nervous noise take flight 

Have you ever had a lover so divine

I hope you realize your mistake

After you have abandoned your post 

When your lover comes to find you 

Only silence will greet them and a letter 

The one you wrote to me before you left

No name attached 

Just like the last one

So the next time you find a lover

I hope you think of me

I hope you pause with regret and the feelings of inadequate 

I hope I made you feel anxious 

Through the course of loving me

So in the end, you’ll only wish for a feeling of uncertainty 

And call it love