Rain

Rain trickles down my soul  Into my bones And corrupts me once more It should have washed me away  Melted a wicked heart like mine Fuel with regret It rains once more I take it in All the weariness  All my sin It is mine  As I claim it to be Let me wither down…

Haunted

Haunted by the things I could have been Dreaming with my eyes open Taking the world on by the horns Terrified of yes Frustration builds Am I a failure yet? Oh the thoughts rumble Falling down stairs Tripping on ideas that lay in the street Is this where my inspiration kicks in?  Where I realize…

A Sinner Looks In

A sinner looks in And rejoices at his condemnation He is free To stray from the path of righteousness No longer bound by his morality His conscience holds not weight He is free Free to damage his soul and his body A sinner looks in To find himself worse than he was yesterday His belief…

The Dead

Little raindrops linger on the crown of my headI spent my last moments listening to the deadTake a dive they saidIt won’t hurt at allThey pullAnd tugAt my will for lifeIt’s the antithesis of strifeStifle my wordsWith hymns from the graveTuck awayMy nameTheir soul has lost its purposeNow wandering in the abyssThe dead requests companyThey’ll…

I Won’t Say I Love You

I won’t say I love youNot this timeI won’t feelThe burden of my own affectionsI won’t utter those wordsWhether by fear of rejectionOr lack of respectI won’t look you in the eyesI won’t say those wordsWhether from fearThat my tears won’t reach youOr the simplicity of the fallI won’t fall this timeI won’t look for…

Words Left Unsaid

Little raindrops linger on the crown of my headI spent my last moments listening to the dead“Take a dive,” they saidIt won’t hurt at allThey pullAnd TugAt my will for lifeIt’s the anthesis of strifeStifle my wordsWith hymns from the graveTuck awayMy nameTheir soul has lost its purposeNow wandering in the abyssThe dead requests companyThey’ll…

The Regret

In the depths of my farewellMy regrets begins to riseIt was a silly jokeTo think love was mineFor all the burden in timeHope now lays in a casketAnd I am still among the livingYou leftIn such a rushAs if tired of the living Now you’re decoratedIn the flowers you hatedIn a world full of contradictionsYou were…