Life

Life was never explained in simple words No hellos and goodbyes Areas of grey That was life  It was uncertainty  The color blue  That was life  A hue that had too much to do It was complex, yet simple  It was love with sprinkles of hate  Taking the good and the bad  Wrapping it in…

The Path

TodayYesterdayAnd the day beforeI walked down a path of uncertainty Investing my time into the unknownBreathing the air that slowly killed my dream The smoke clings to my lungs as if to deprive themI gasp for airA slow death This dreamless night I’ve forgotten what the beautiful things look like. TodayYesterdayAnd the day before I…

She Leans On The Bottle Tonight

She leans on the bottle tonight Asking for a friend She has forgotten the feeling of another Tears roll down her face No one comes to help her pain She takes a drink And then another Soon the world has lost its color She leans on the bottle tonight No friend in sight Tear-stained Her…

My Poetry Collection

Hello you lovely people! It’s Friday and I wanted to tell you about something near and dear to my heart. In March, I self-published a book of poetry called Ramblings. I loved everything about it and for a long time I just looked at the book and cried. I was so proud of myself. Sometimes…

A Child Cries In the Distance

A child cries in the distance Their mother for the fourth time tonight is busy With a stranger she will never meet again The bruises The smell The guilt They all have become a part of who she is A child cries in the distance And for the first time tonight he is sober A…

Mending of the Heart

An empty heart still beats in the night When the cold wind blows through our mind I forget the warmth of your touch The tenderness of who you used to be Before me lies a man I fail to recognize But his soul seems familiar Staggered breath Blood shot eyes can’t see the vision Forgive…

Oh Beloved

Warm hugs Harmonious love No goodbyes These are the things I seek when I close my eyes When the wind blows late at night And the birds stop their singing In your arms as all tears fall I am too shy to ask My heart beats too loud to deny The simple truths My desire…

Resentment

The resentment buildsThey told me it would comeAfter the long daysAnd sleepless nightsYou would come to hate me Between the I love youand how could youI can feel the tension in the airYou despise me don’t you Your eyes roam the roomLooking for my silhouetteYou are just a friend of mine Deep desire crawls forthAngry…

A Dark Room

So this must be what death feels like.This feeling of decayIt hurtsScreaming in a locked roomNo one hears me nowMy demons have come out to playHelp meI beg of youFree me from this cage I’m inMy dark thoughts are here to stayThere is no longer a difference between the dead and the livingFear me nowLook…

Scorn

You hate The very ground I walk on .