She Leans On The Bottle Tonight

She leans on the bottle tonight Asking for a friend She has forgotten the feeling of another Tears roll down her face No one comes to help her pain She takes a drink And then another Soon the world has lost its color She leans on the bottle tonight No friend in sight Tear-stained Her…

A Dark Room

So this must be what death feels like.This feeling of decayIt hurtsScreaming in a locked roomNo one hears me nowMy demons have come out to playHelp meI beg of youFree me from this cage I’m inMy dark thoughts are here to stayThere is no longer a difference between the dead and the livingFear me nowLook…

I Have Tucked My Wings

I have tucked my wings inAfraid of flightPretending to be an injured birdWhen the world is larger than what you hoped to beIt weighs heavily on one’s mindI said it one too many timesI can’t flyFor fear of fallingI refuse to dreamBecause the nightmares are just too realSo I’ll tuck my wingsBecome satisfied with lesser…

Excuse Me While I Fall Apart

I have gotten used to the bruises now I used to tell myself that they were signs of love That you never really hated me You just hated life And thus I paid the price But now my wounds won’t heal And my heart has had an honest beating I have become undone Broken in…

Hope for Tomorrow

I look for the light Crave for it My thoughts have been derailed The train has lost its course This worry I feel I wear it like a second skin Closer to me than a kin I am sinking Dying Drowning Destitute and alone Waiting for the medication to kick in My hands have begun…

Depression

Tear stained cheeks Tell a story that my heart can merely utter The words have lost their way in my throat The depression is eating me alive Colors draining from the world around me Irritation kicks in Agitation takes its place I am a lost child Frustration has come to play My heart beats fast…

An Elusive End

The flick of a wrist Has led my soul to the darkest abyss Staring at the one I called my own My soul has left this landing No place to call home Tell me wise sir, How can I not understand The toss of a hand The motion is so smooth Yet I am perplexed…