Cumbersome Mess

I wish to break  To crack the foundation upon which we stand  Fall Crumble  Wither away  I will to cease  This beating heart of mine  Like the quiet after the storm  And when the pieces tremble  Drifting as they may  Scattering in the wind  Then I hope you will stay  In this place Shaken by…

Anxious Thoughts

This is my anxiety speaking  I hope I am not too loud The fear of outside haunts me Locked doors, closed windows Don’t let the sound in  Let me be safe in these four walls All around me suffocating my sanity  My head hurts from thinking so much  I must be dying And in my…

I Will Forget Your Name

When the light fades from your face  And the moon refuses to shine  Will you accept your demise I will say it softly  As if it were a kiss by a fairy I will forget your name  Little pieces of who you were  Will release you from this world I will say it fiercely  Taking…

“A pity, I wish you were my son.”

As I lie here hoping for the end I need your words to remind me  Of a simpler time When the words no longer died in my throat I scream and shout  Only silence greets me now I wish to yell  To tell you that my life has meaning  To prove to you that I…

The Beating of a Drum

In the hollow of the tree Lives the beating of a drum Tip tap it goes all night long When the leaves tend to fall It beats a little louder, a little faster than before  This tip tap tapping at my door And when the moon rises To greet the father sky  It beats a…

I Must Confess

Tonight Before I close my eyes And drift off to a land of make-believe I must confess This beating heart of mine is yours And if you wished for my kisses Then I’ll give you three more wishes My Heart  My Soul My Mind Belongs to you with small bows on top As if they…

I WILL ADMIT

I will admit that I am afraid Terrified  In an ill-content way  That one day  I will awake from this dream  And reality would have been a much nicer place That my nightmares Were mere warning signs hung above my head Left by those who went before me  That my fear  Was just a figment…

Love in quiet places

In quiet places  When the sun has said its goodbyes And the moon shines on the memories that we made  These are the moments when I forget your face  The warmth you once had  Leaves this beating in my chest untouched On these cold nights Guided by the moon’s light  I forget your singing  The…

Crossroad Choices

I stand at the crossroads of life  Looking to and fro  Not knowing where to go  Should I go right  In a hurry Taking the world by storm  Chased by doubt and anxiety  Or take the left  Where darkness seems to hide  In the alleyways Never knowing when it will consume me Should I dare…

Fleeting Heart

Your love was fleeting  Always on the run  From one lover to the next  Never settling for the warm hugs Goodbye kisses Farewells A weeping that comes with separation  Tears running their own race Your love was fleeting  Discarded Left behind Reduced to shallow emotions called lust and desire  It seemed like you were running …