In the Chaos

A chaotic silence has taken my words away.I sway in the windTrying to forget the words you once said.I was guilty Of thinking happy thoughts in this silent moment  Forgive me The words dance on my tongue but refusing to take flightWords rush forthOnly to be stopped in their tracks  Hush nowThe words still hurtWhere do I…

Numb

He said he loved me todayAnd like the days beforeYou could see the joy on his faceDelicate pride lost in a moment of certainty And I felt…NothingNo heart beatsNo angels singing Just whispers of what should be there.The joy of the passed me byAnd like a thought caught on a child’s imagination, gone. He told…

Oh Beloved

Warm hugs Harmonious love No goodbyes These are the things I seek when I close my eyes When the wind blows late at night And the birds stop their singing In your arms as all tears fall I am too shy to ask My heart beats too loud to deny The simple truths My desire…

Episode 1: Revamping Our Podcast!

We decided to scrap our podcast and start all over. The first new teaser is out and talked about the few things we want to do over the next few months. I look forward to telling you guys about all our new and creative ideas each Thursday. Thank you for joining use each week for…

Day 19-24: 30 Days of Yoga with Down Dog

Hello beautiful people. I am back once more. I have decided to do this format rather than updating everyday. My sessions have become 23 minutes with the last three minutes spent meditating or just trying not to fall asleep on the mat. I promise you that I like yoga much more than I thought I…

Intrusive Thoughts

I have lost myself to the unknownDrowning in my sorrowAloneOnce moreMisery was supposed to be my companion Yet here I sitLegs crossedAbandonedAnd alone Such a cruel worldMark my words Intrusive thoughts know no bounds 

Resentment

The resentment buildsThey told me it would comeAfter the long daysAnd sleepless nightsYou would come to hate me Between the I love youand how could youI can feel the tension in the airYou despise me don’t you Your eyes roam the roomLooking for my silhouetteYou are just a friend of mine Deep desire crawls forthAngry…

A Dark Room

So this must be what death feels like.This feeling of decayIt hurtsScreaming in a locked roomNo one hears me nowMy demons have come out to playHelp meI beg of youFree me from this cage I’m inMy dark thoughts are here to stayThere is no longer a difference between the dead and the livingFear me nowLook…

Scorn

You hate The very ground I walk on .

The Guilt

The guilt sets inIt’s my fault reallyI should have leftWhen he told me to hold my breathAnd the walls became his enemy I should have leftWhen he said it was nothingAnd the bottle became his friend I was guilty tooIt was my faultShe died protecting me And now I am guilty too momWhen dad quit…