The last time we spoke it was June, I wrote a poem or two and then all darkness came to render my life a mediocre existence. For the silence, I am sorry. It was never my intention to disappear.
I think I am better now, or maybe not.
I can no longer tell the difference between my tears. Whether they are tears from the pain or the depression or tears of Joy. I no longer know the difference and for a while that really sucked. But no, I am okay with not knowing the difference. Hey maybe I’ll write a poem about it and then create a world of beauty. Who knows.
Regardless of how I felt, so many things happened over the last few months and I thought that you should know about it.
We bought a house! It’s a 2-story Cape Cod design with three bedrooms, which one of them might become my office. Who knows.
I made a new book and I am writing another one……..well maybe another three. Don’t look at me like that. I can’t help it okay.
Well that’s all the life update I have. We bought a house in June and have been unpacking ever since. Do you ever notice all the junk you accumulate over the years? Like that one cool leaf that you found in 2008 or the t-shirt that you never wear but can’t find the will to give it away. I find it interesting the things we desire to hold dear and the things we wish to separate ourselves from. Maybe there is a psychology regarding that but for me, I guess I won’t know until I try to throw something else away.
As for this lovely blog, I shall continue with poems and recipes, sprinkled with whatever else I decide.
As always my friends, stay happy, stay healthy, and keep moving forward.