A chaotic silence has taken my words away.
I sway in the wind
Trying to forget the words you once said.
I was guilty 
Of thinking happy thoughts in this silent moment 

Forgive me 
The words dance on my tongue but refusing to take flight
Words rush forth
Only to be stopped in their tracks 

Hush now
The words still hurt
Where do I place this pain
This silent screaming that drowns me 

In this chaos
The silence is my demise