I wrestle with my own mortality.
Lost between the coming and going.
My brain is in disarray and I find it hard to concentrate.
It’s the depression.
I wear it like a second skin now
Close to my heart.
I want to tell you something different this time
I want to say that the medication is working
I feel great
But I don’t
And I won’t
I can’t sleep
And the nights are long
I fall into the mindset that I am the cause
I am the reason you hate me now
When you used to love me
You used to be happy
All I hear are frustating words
You no longer trust the words that fall from my lips
How did we get to the this eclipse
Of broken hearts and hatred
How do we fix this
These are my thoughts
As the depression sets in
With a heavy heart
And a deep sigh
I regress once more to the abyss