Tear stained cheeks
Tell a story that my heart can merely utter
The words have lost their way in my throat
The depression is eating me alive
Colors draining from the world around me
Irritation kicks in
Agitation takes its place
I am a lost child
Frustration has come to play
My heart beats fast
I am a disappointment
I know that I have failed
The voices tell me so
The pain is unbearable
I am angry
Yet Sad
What is this muddle of emotions?
I can’t tell my guilt apart from my satisfaction
The lines run together
Separation no more
In this dark corner of my mind
I am a child
Scared of the dark and terrified of the light
It hurts this feeling of skin
Please rescue me from this mood I’m in
I can’t think clear
Here in this dark corner
I am drowning
Yet swimming just the same
No hope looks for me
Despair has become my friend
And misery my company
